Soothe Me. Abuse Me.

I seem a little off of late.

Suspended, it seems, between two opposite and coexisting planes of existence.

Hungry and apathetic. Beastly and meek.

My appetite for lustful delights seems content to share space with a strong desire to cocoon. I seem to be experiencing Fight AND Flight.

I could just as soon shyly pass you by as devour you. Neither action dominant, neither calling louder than the other.

I long for still, pastoral quiet and ache for deafening, raw bacchanal.

The duality is maddening.

Please soothe me. Please abuse me. 

Both would please me.

Are you a little off? Will I find you sharing this duality? 

I’m almost convinced that you are and are not.

One thought on “Soothe Me. Abuse Me.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s